Let's Chat (Quarantine Update) - 5/19/20

Hey guys! I realized I haven't done a true Quarantine Update or Let's Chat post in a FAT MINUTE! It's currently 5/19/20 (I have no idea when I'll be uploading this post but if you are confused I pre plan my posts days in advanced) & the reason I haven't done a ton of these kind of posts lately because I'm STILL IN FREAKING QUARANTINE!!!

As businesses start to open up little by little in Texas, my nerves have been at a all time high especially because in my county cases are increasing more & more everyday!

I know many people as soon as salons started to open & retailers slowly open that they were in line the first second! In that case that was not me. My nails look SO BAD but I'm going to wait it out a little longer because of how much the cases are increasing.

Bars are opening this weekend with a 25% capacity & I definitely won't be going right away! As much as I want to, I'm waiting on going out like that for a little while longer!

I think what's been the hardest during this Quarantine is being away from my friends & not being able to see them. I'm such a outgoing & social person that it's been very difficult for me. Seeing people out with their friends & gathering in groups not fearing over this virus is frustrating but I have to tell myself everyday that I'm protecting my health by laying low & I know I'll be seeing my friends again real soon!

I got another announcement today that one of my concerts got postponed! It hurts that it keeps on happening & I know it isn't the end of these announcements (unfortunately). I got to keep telling myself that this is for the best for our health! Being out in massive crowds is not safe at the moment! We haven't gotten to the bigger & more meaningful shows to me yet & the fate of them are still unknown. I'm prepared but at the same time I'm not. 

I've been watching so many old concert videos from myself & others. It's so bittersweet & sad watching them because of the fact the concert industry is hurting so bad from this pandemic. I pray every single day that my favorite artists can tour again & that we can all gather & listen to our favorite songs together once again!

I am still out of work because of the pandemic & during this time I've realized a lot about myself & how I want my future to look. 

I pray to God everyday for good news & hope for moving forward!

I think everyone wants to move forward from all of this. I know I do!

Praying for better days!

5/20/20 Update: So I was just about to post this post which most of it I typed out yesterday but since yesterday, another one of my shows have gotten postponed but the good news is we have a guaranteed new tour date for next August 2021! August 2021 seems so far away but I know these postponement announcements are for the best of our healths! The past few days have been rough & I’m not going to go super in detail but I’ve received news of uncertainty during this time. These times are so difficult for millions around the world. All we got to do is pray for better days! We WILL get through these tough times!